A fantabulously awful movie that will never haunt my mind.ewwwwwwwwww 



Composure

A balance of this composure,
Trying the best to keep level,
Constant flows amounts of pressure,
Making me into a ranting devil...

-Haze

Been busy.....upcoming hush hush and work....sometimes I feel like a little overworked mouse on that wheel.....sheeshh...


Unappreciated?

Is this being taken for granted?
or merely just a passing glance?
Abandoned and unappreciated?
Never given a chance...

-Haze

Unappreciated....the emotions overtaking me..........at least there's someone who appreciates me..and you know who YOU are....


Ahh, excuse me?


I often see gormless ones from a passing remark,
That are gone before I can tell what they bark.

I want to get out of the train and go back,
To see what they were beside the track.

I name all the flowers I am sure they weren't,
Not useless loving where woods have burnt--

Not scented flora gracing a tunnel mouth--
but wormlike assholes living on sand and drouth.

Was something brushed across my mind,
That no one on earth will ever find?

Heaven gives its glimpses only to those
who are able to look very close.

-Haze

hahahahahahah..pecah perut ketawa siot.....many people used to oppose and criticise Sylvia Plath's poems which had no direction........but only those who truly appreciate and have the ability to read between the lines can comprehend her hidden angst....well, whether you like it or not, my poems are here to stay, so if you cannot consume it, then look at some other blogs to throw your insinuations around, thank you.




Ain't Nobody

What if I ain't a nobody,
Happy and carefree that's me,
Altho' life can be gloomy,
But I will not let it always be...

-Haze

Babies........Ant Bully..........Burger King....West Mall......a wonderful Saturday it was... :O)


Isn't she adorable...hehehee... on the way to see Thea and her bundle of joy....Atikah, Hus's daughter....at 6 months, she's very bubbly and observant..ahhh babies.....and that makes my biological clock to click...tick tock..tick tock...



Routine

A routine all over again,
A repetition of tasks and assignments,
How can I refrain,
From life's harsh endless moments...

-Haze

NIE has commenced...life is like a carousel....or a roller coaster.....up...down...up ...down.....turning around.....spinning.....inane ain't it.....however...there are instances when it's stationary.......peace beckons......hmm...comprende?....


Bruised

It was a tremendous blow,
Me teetering from this leap of faith,
How bruised I am do you 'people' know?
Only the path of cure Allah pave....

-Haze

Blow after blow....despite that I will still struggle and endeavour.....with Allah's grace...and retribution to you 'people' awaits...Aminn..


Weekend

A rest from life's run,
Enjoying and savouring,
Frolicking in such fun,
Before the hell of a week's happening.

-Haze

Let the pictures narrate the weekend....and a big bundle of joy has arrived for Thea and her hubby..congrats musibaton.


Click was ultra cool to watch....catch it mon amiess....traa BIEN! 



Congrats to my cousin's son, Nizam, and his elegant bride, Hariani,...may Allah bless you both with a blissful marriage...lurve the wedding dais,the outlandish wedding costume and the Javanese procession...yeah I know of the heavily influenced Javanese heritage that was obvious at the wedding...although at times ain't proud of it.....and it reminds me of how aged I am as well..the wedding bells are ringing..erggh...hmm



awwww...ain't that saccharine...hehe 



Wishing

I am wishing on a star,
To follow where it leads,
Away from troubles I go far,
With prayer this spirit needs....

-Haze

...can I just click them all away..and let me wander to a faraway Neverland....