The perfect fit..

Is there a perfect fit?
When you try it on,
Is there a tear or slit?
Burn it and it's gone..

-Haze

Food for thought...yes, I am labouring away...ohh yaaa caught 'Zohan'....verdict?Pretty full of sexual puns...worth the 10 bucks I must say...adieu


Soulmate

What is there to a soulmate?
When he is not there,
Why leave it to fate?
Circle of life ain't fair...
-Haze


Had staff meeting in the morning and then off for learning journey to the National Library.After that,seven of myMalay colleagues(biasalah teachers) including me dropped by Coffee Bean located at East Coast for a cuppa.... I was looking at the sea which was so tranquil amidst the throngs of beachgoers there..minding my own business...then it commenced ..I was bombarded with the same mundane question-"How are you feeling?What happened?".........sheesh at least Juliana was more understanding than the rest of the teachers......I was sooo peeved..I was trying to discard the rather rancid recollections in my mind ...............isn't it enough not to recall them back........what the FISH!Aku mohon ketenangan hanya dari Allah for now.....tonight I better head to Alkaff mosque for syarahan lagi BAIK!CUKUP LAH!


I blog here is simply to rant and vent my woes or frustrations....but the more private affairs I will never disclose it here.......yes, I need my privacy as well, therefore, it will only be "now you see it, now you don't" of the issues I write here...I will try to pen more poems instead as they are the mirror to my soul.....my spiritual persona...till then toodles


I'm like a fish out of water literally....gasping and writhing per say....what do you expect...yeah NO AIR....whatever


Dreaming of who?...hahhahahha....my sights are upon going on a trip to Australia with Eton in December.....am having thoughts of migrating there in a few years time ..ntahlah eh........insya'Allah..let's steer from this aite.....the past few days had been bitter....been goin out, trying my best to clear this cluttered and troubled mien........I leave it to Allah's will....ohh yeah school is reopening soon, drudgery on full blast again..gotta keep myself occupied..thank goodness for the tuitions...I must focus on work cos that's all I have...on another note, I really do miss my younger brother..sheeshh..the void....we are like isi and kuku aite..currently he and his wife are on a honeymoon at Gold Coast...as for next month I will most likely be taking driving again..gotta complete what I had left off rite....k then, gotta get back to marking the darn compositions..adieu..






I am trying to find inner peace..yes, I had forgiven him but would always remember what he had done...I hope him the best in his future...as for me, my close friends are the greatest comfort and assured me that this was hikmah and Allah s.w.t knows what is best for me....I am relearning Islam whole heartedly again....insya'Allah...I would like to perform the umrah next year to cleanse my soul and beseech Allah for forgiveness.....I ain't into pretense no more.....I want to be the better me in future , insya'Allah


What's the worth?

What's the worth for you?
When you left me in the lurch,
Damn the time that you do!
All the secret that you purged!

Thank God it's over!
The belief in you all disappear,
Go and run for your cover,
For all the lies people will hear!

-Haze