The climb

The compelling arduous climb,
At times tripping and falling,
Can I just buy precious time?
Preventing them from disappearing...

-Haze

Yes, I admit...I had enough of these tribulations...can I forestall my Abah from getting ill....he still looks young to me and I will always be his little girl...Oh Allah, what wrong have I done...haizzzz


Under the wind

Feeling the light breeze,
Unseen yet comforting,
Your whispers simply tease,
This lost soul elevating...

-Haze


How was Eid to me?The first day was spent visiting his house, my Dad's and then mine.There were many relatives at my house due to my Mum being the eldest now among her siblings.I can vouch that I am not close to my relatives at all...even to my sister-in-law...there are few people in this world who comprehends me, and they are Abah, my younger brother, Eton and Bus....now, it is the second day of Eid...and I am spending my time marking the compositions....I do not care whether my relatives will turn up on my wedding day coz I do not give a hoot..they are not the ones who cared for me when I was down or whatever...I do not mind being segregated from them, even Bus's family are much better than them..they are the first family that treated me without tagging or giving a bad impression of me...they accepted for who and what I am..and that's that.Well, then back to work...adieu...


Minal aidil walfaizin to all Muslim bros and sisters out there.Enjoy the long weekend to my fellow Singaporeans. In addition, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri.

Ramadan is a holy month to cleanse oneself....many tasks to accomplish...spring cleaning.....I hope I can really devote myself to ibadah....haizz...the past years of celebrating Eid had no lasting impact on me...it was just a normal phase...however now, it has a deep meaning to me....a new life ahead and the presence of Abah and my Mama...haizz...tears are brimming in my eyes as I am typing this...well,alhamdulilah to what I have now...till then, w'salam


Had a lousy day today.....a parent who simply confronted and humiliated me in front of the public during sailing today simply because her son missed the bus to NSC...is the word belittle more conveniently used for this...I understand that you are fuming mad but at least treat a teacher with RESPECT lah....in the past, teachers were extolled highly.However now, more like trash to be trampled...well Allah is just...you may not get in this world but definitely in the HereAfter...I will surely not forgive her for how she had treated me in front of those people...a definite comeuppance will be in store for you in front of Allah there...wait and see aite.....fortunately a very considerate parent approached me to console me a few hours later....haizzz..ada jugak manusia berhati perut yaa di dunia yg fana ni....






As the big day arrives, other preparations are on as well...however, I am still undecided to opt the resorts located in Langkawi...that will be my honeymoon destination...I do not mind....as long as it has a nice ambience and a romantic view...honeymoon is once in a lifetime rite...my dream destination is definitely Greece or Turkey...maybe in a few years time or when I get my connection plan end of next year eh...it's on the cards....or even Christmas Island......haizz...take a look at those pics of Greece and Christmas Island which is part of Australia...