Life's Trail

Freedom

2011-09-02T09:27:00.000-07:00

I am finally free from the binds of my father....alhamdulillah...the car....and eventually the house....but my father, being influenced or of his own mind....demanded more than what he had been offered...yes darn free money haulers who only want to reap wordly wealth for their own benefit...I do not give a rat's arse to his aimless demands aite...if you want me to be effing horrid and spiteful...which I do not prefer to be for heaven's sake....STOP your daft claims aite dear dear abah....sheesh...

Weary

2011-06-01T22:22:00.000-07:00

I am weary and still at work, in the midst of preparing for Semester 2's Math SOW and scanning through the worksheets.......can I just have a nap?....arghhh..and right now I am in Trimester 2...yes I am pregnant for the second time...nearing 14 weeks....and my first son is now learning to walk at an incredile 8 months...I am looking forward to the short holiday to Malaysia in about a week's time...alhamdulillah...

A reflection

2010-11-08T23:39:00.000-08:00

As I browsed through the earlier posts....I was quite apalled at how events have alternated....from me being a naive and incoherent(simply said tongue tied) with a nooze on the nose led by my tyrannical and merciless father...to a terrific family life of my darling husband and adorable baby son....and not forgetting the kudos to my mother-in-law and my utterly awesome sister-in-law for their immense assistance in looking after my son....thank you, Allah s.w.t....the realisation has given an impact to my life.

My Baby Son

2010-11-08T23:23:00.000-08:00

It has been quite an interim...my healthy baby son was born on 29 September via normal delivery...it was quite an agonising labour of nearly 8 hours, but it was worth it...now my son is 6 weeks old..that equates to an approximate 1 and a half months old...bathing, changing his diapers and breastfeeding him are wonderful experiences that I am encountering..the tasks enervates me...however, he puts a smile on my face....the one man and a baby boy absolutely energises me and I love them both....alhamdulillah to Allah's bounty...till another update then..au revoir

36 weeks and counting

2010-09-07T19:12:00.000-07:00

Chronic backaches and intense cramps are visiting me right at the moment as I try to clear admin stuff in school before going on maternity leave....are they signs or just false alarms?...hmm...let's wait and see...

Nearly 34 weeks

2010-08-19T05:30:00.000-07:00

I am nearing 34 weeks..a few weeks more before the BIG appearance of my son...Hubby and I have finally decided on his name which begins with the letter "H"...just like my name..and ends with "M"..just like his ayah....I am really anticipating his arrival...all the things are mostly prepared....

7 and a half months

2010-07-30T01:56:00.000-07:00

I am heavier and heavier week by week.. The baby is undergoing exponential growth..what will I will be like as a mother?will I be able to tend to his every need?yes, I am worried..and I'll learn, won't I?

nearing 6 and a half months

2010-06-23T04:08:00.000-07:00

I am under the weather.. Bad cough and runny nose. The lil one is doing fine and getting more active now. During the ultrasound scan, the lil one proudly revealed his precious birdie to Dr Heng.. Cheeky lil ummi's boy eh.. Therefore with the gender confirmed, I can buy my little boy his clothes..most of which will be in blue.Now ummi will read for u the Eric Carle's books that ummi have bought for you ok, baby.

22 weeks

2010-05-31T05:19:00.000-07:00

I am nearly 5 and a half months into the pregnancy..approximately 22 weeks..the lil' one is moving quite a lot nowadays...more apparent movements....it's nice to feel them....:O)

22 Weeks Pregnant

The journey

2010-04-23T16:44:00.001-07:00

What a journey.I am nearly 17 weeks pregnant which is approximately 4 months. The fatigue has subsided and my appetite is picking up. I love every phase of it. My dear son, ummi and ayah are truly blessed to have you as our offspring.praises to Almighty

the end of first trimester

2010-03-30T01:48:00.000-07:00

Finally I have reached the end of the first trimester....now at 13 weeks...did an ultrasound scan...and ohhhhhh boy!!!...the baby sure is an active little one..kicking and even sucking the thumb!....I can't wait for the next ultrasound scan...thank you,Allah!

13 Weeks Pregnant

The Sweetest Days....

2010-03-23T01:19:00.000-07:00

Sweetest Days

Hear these tiny heartbeats,
Palpitating inside me,
Awaiting the being greets,
When two becomes three....

-Hazelee

Nearly 2 months

2010-02-27T01:18:00.001-08:00

I am nearly 2 months pregnant...many hurdles to overcome...fatigue,slight infection of the urinary tract,metallic taste in the mouth, emotional instability and much more....wow....I have been away from school for 4 days now....lots of work to do...haiz...Allah, please lighten the trials of life and bestow my unborn child with complete physical form and make him or her a pious child...AMIN..

Confirmed

2010-02-03T00:49:00.000-08:00

It is confirmed by the gynae, Dr Heng...I am into a month of it...going to be a mother soon in 8 months time...and currently on 2 days medical leave...recuperating right now...I am still in disbelief on the reality...WOW!

Am I really pregnant?

2010-01-30T23:57:00.000-08:00

Today I tested myself with a pregnancy test kit....and the result turned out positive....is it really happening...I was utterly stunned...how can it be so quick?..it has just been over a month that I got married...WHOAAA!

I will Be

2010-01-23T07:07:00.000-08:00

I can breathe because you are here with me....I will be all that you want...and all my life, I want to be with you forever and you make everything okay...love you lots, hubby..really do..

More wedding pics

2010-01-01T18:03:00.000-08:00

These pics were snapped by a very good friend and colleague, Suhirman.

A blissful moment...

2009-12-24T21:22:00.000-08:00

I am here in Langkawi for a 5 days 4 nights honeymoon....it is a different experience for me being married..I have never felt so complete and serene in my whole life till now....I love being with him....I know it is not going to be an easy journey, however I know that life with him will be full of blithe..May Allah s.w.t showers and bless us with harmony, happiness and many children, insya'Allah...AMIN....till then adieu...

Ma'al Hijrah

2009-12-15T02:36:00.000-08:00

An advanced Happy New Year to all muslim bros and sisters out there...1431 Hijrah which will coincidentally fall this Friday...alhamdulilah...in the meantime, I am quite tied down with wedding preps...insya'Allah all will go on smoothly ya..till then adieu...

Running to the future

2009-12-07T02:33:00.000-08:00

I am still in denial as the life that I am so comfortable with(singlehood) will transform in less than two weeks.....will I be a dutiful wife?Will I be able to balance teaching and tending to my spouse's needs....yes, there are qualms.....I hope that I am rest assured of this huge change in my future.....insya'Allah...

WHY???

2009-11-29T01:11:00.000-08:00

I am on a hectic schedule now...clearing the clutter kept for the past 6 years in my bedroom...never did my room produced 4 bags of old paraphernalia...wow!...and the thoughts of my Abah kept coursing through my mind...I need to be thrilled looking forward to my big day....what more sacrifices do I need to deliver?..I sincerely love you, Abah...doesn't my future matter to you, Abah? Allah is the only One who knows the real truth...how it hurts me to see you, Abah, treating me coldly just because of a senseless incident which is a major farking flaw to the other family....how long must I delay my own future which I am trying to achieve.....is it so wrong for me to possess that happiness?

WHY
Abah, you have to tell me why?
That you see me very bad,
All the time making me cry?
Hurtful words that shouldn't be said...

-Haze

If only you can see this post, if only.....or are you viciously blinded by 'them'..how many mistakes that your wife and other children do, you will be siding with them...and no matter how righteous adik and I are this time, will always be a BIG error to you......why are you so bitter, Abah?...WHY???????

WHY?

2009-11-26T17:15:00.000-08:00

I miss my Abah....however, because of just a minor incident at the clinic last week, it is a big RUCKUS to the other family. Do I need to make it clear to them?Why should I?Damn it, I was oblivious of my surroundings......I was really ill with the ringing in my ears, thoughts of work and my Abah being ill......a small matter turning into bigger proportions.....what the farkkkk!I just want to be left alone.....I was not in the wrong...why should they accuse me of something that was not even justified....my BIG DAY IS NEARING for heaven's sake....can't they simply give me the happiness that I deserve all this while...all I wanna know is WHYYYYYY????...

Resent

2009-11-24T16:52:00.000-08:00

I resent the attitudes of my father's other children by his Indonesian wife...they are absolutely downright insolent towards my family...I don't give a rat's arse if they are so brusque towards me...but all hell broke lose when they were hostile to my younger brother....may Allah have mercy on them.....because if they continue with their unruly behaviours, I will have no other alternative but to fly off the handle at those two teenagers!Well, it simply stems from their mother's upbringing eh...

I can't LIVE

2009-11-19T02:51:00.000-08:00

LIVE

All the vigour dissipated,
As if I cannot live,
The body so emaciated,
Not a single breath I heave,

-Haze

I am on 2 days medical leave...I wish to be left alone...it has nothing to do with the BIG DAY.....it has to do with my work...yeah the posting was rejected...and right now, I am utterly dejected....all I can say is FARRRKKKK to it.

Everytime

2009-11-14T06:43:00.000-08:00

Everytime

Lost in the strangest land,
Never realising the make believe,
Where is that helping hand?
Without it is causing the grief...

-Haze

Mercy

2009-11-05T22:55:00.000-08:00

This is a genuine story,
Of a desperate fixated being,
Falling apart really gory,
The psyche on the verge of dying....

-Haze

Cinta ada

2009-10-31T03:02:00.000-07:00

Love is there

Love is always there,
Rejuvenating and growing,
Let us forever share,
These two hearts knowing...

-Haze

He is always there for me through rain or shine...he is what I declare as true love...and hopefully the union will go on smoothly....counting down to the 'DAY'

Wanita

2009-10-05T06:41:00.000-07:00

Wanita

Aku adalah seorang wanita,
Walau ayu tapi berdiri gagah,
Diselubungi ombak serta merta,
Harapan tak akan pernah patah...

-Haze

Beyond my tranquil facade lies the greatest storm of emotions swamped in this sea of life's endless destructive forces...

The CLIMB

2009-09-27T02:44:00.000-07:00

The climb

The compelling arduous climb,
At times tripping and falling,
Can I just buy precious time?
Preventing them from disappearing...

-Haze

Yes, I admit...I had enough of these tribulations...can I forestall my Abah from getting ill....he still looks young to me and I will always be his little girl...Oh Allah, what wrong have I done...haizzzz

Under the wind(Sous le vent)

2009-09-21T04:22:00.001-07:00

Under the wind

Feeling the light breeze,
Unseen yet comforting,
Your whispers simply tease,
This lost soul elevating...

-Haze

Eid

2009-09-21T03:51:00.000-07:00

How was Eid to me?The first day was spent visiting his house, my Dad's and then mine.There were many relatives at my house due to my Mum being the eldest now among her siblings.I can vouch that I am not close to my relatives at all...even to my sister-in-law...there are few people in this world who comprehends me, and they are Abah, my younger brother, Eton and Bus....now, it is the second day of Eid...and I am spending my time marking the compositions....I do not care whether my relatives will turn up on my wedding day coz I do not give a hoot..they are not the ones who cared for me when I was down or whatever...I do not mind being segregated from them, even Bus's family are much better than them..they are the first family that treated me without tagging or giving a bad impression of me...they accepted for who and what I am..and that's that.Well, then back to work...adieu...

Eid Mubarak or Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

2009-09-19T20:11:00.001-07:00

Minal aidil walfaizin to all Muslim bros and sisters out there.Enjoy the long weekend to my fellow Singaporeans. In addition, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri.

Selamat Hari Raya (Flash)

by YummyFlashy.blogspot.com

Ramadan

2009-09-10T05:47:00.000-07:00

Ramadan is a holy month to cleanse oneself....many tasks to accomplish...spring cleaning.....I hope I can really devote myself to ibadah....haizz...the past years of celebrating Eid had no lasting impact on me...it was just a normal phase...however now, it has a deep meaning to me....a new life ahead and the presence of Abah and my Mama...haizz...tears are brimming in my eyes as I am typing this...well,alhamdulilah to what I have now...till then, w'salam

Unfair Parent

2009-09-04T07:24:00.000-07:00

Had a lousy day today.....a parent who simply confronted and humiliated me in front of the public during sailing today simply because her son missed the bus to NSC...is the word belittle more conveniently used for this...I understand that you are fuming mad but at least treat a teacher with RESPECT lah....in the past, teachers were extolled highly.However now, more like trash to be trampled...well Allah is just...you may not get in this world but definitely in the HereAfter...I will surely not forgive her for how she had treated me in front of those people...a definite comeuppance will be in store for you in front of Allah there...wait and see aite.....fortunately a very considerate parent approached me to console me a few hours later....haizzz..ada jugak manusia berhati perut yaa di dunia yg fana ni....

Fickle Minded

2009-09-01T00:06:00.000-07:00

As the big day arrives, other preparations are on as well...however, I am still undecided to opt the resorts located in Langkawi...that will be my honeymoon destination...I do not mind....as long as it has a nice ambience and a romantic view...honeymoon is once in a lifetime rite...my dream destination is definitely Greece or Turkey...maybe in a few years time or when I get my connection plan end of next year eh...it's on the cards....or even Christmas Island......haizz...take a look at those pics of Greece and Christmas Island which is part of Australia...

A teacher's life

2009-08-30T06:04:00.000-07:00

A Teacher

Faced with endless marking,
Gritting her teeth to endure,
Witnessing her children sparkling,
Inspiring them that's for sure...

-Haze

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!!!!!!

Ramadan

2009-08-22T21:28:00.000-07:00

To all muslim bros and sisters out there,I wish you a blessed Ramadhan and happy fasting.

Ill

2009-08-05T07:47:00.000-07:00

My dad is ill on and off...and one aunt from the paternal side and an uncle from the maternal side departed recently....I am trying not to ponder or mull over the possibility of my dad as well..I do not know what to do without him as at times, he is the pillar of strength for me...and at times, I contemplate what I should do with the car if it happens....I hope it will not, for now...I guess it is time my father retires from fetching me to and fro from work...and the car...what will be the fate of the car...how do I let the car go....many things crossing my mind...haizz....responsibilities as the firstborn....ME...

Francais

2009-07-18T08:18:00.000-07:00

Je veux apprende le francais encore une fois.....I want to learn French again.....yep, my French is rather rusty ...Initially, I learnt it 4 years ago at NTU in spoken and written form ( it was compulsory to take a language during my part time studies)and took the written exam..yep, I was befuddled as to how I passed French...therefore, I am contemplating to retake French at Alliance Francaise.......I know this is not the right time...at least, I have something to keep me on my toes , right?

Love is...

2009-07-17T06:08:00.000-07:00

Love is..

Love is a mystery,
It breaks your heart,
Once over it's history,
The chain broken apart..

-Haze

Burned out

2009-07-14T06:57:00.000-07:00

I am burned out....weary until there was no sufficient time to do the housework or even follow the exercises which I strictly adhere to....GOSH!!!!!!!!I have been continuously fixated to the computer or marking for the past 3 WEEKS!!!!!!!siakkkkkkk ahhhhhhh

Curbing expenses

2009-07-11T22:04:00.000-07:00

I know that I should be curbing my expenses but to me, I had been working hard and rendering my services for part time tuitions.....so I believe that I should be pampering myself with retail therapy....it does arrest me from going inane...and the items that I purchased are usually cheaper than that online...yeah...i got a dress 18 dollars cheaper at a retail outlet at Parkway Parade(it was on sale) than that which I saw online...I was in consternation siakkkk....and I got two of them...and the touchscreen handphone which I bought, I used my LDS to cover for it...so does it show that I am really splurging before my wedding preps?...I confess that I am a spending freak , however, I do know how to spend wisely....thus, I rest my case...

THE classic BEL BIV DEVOE

2009-07-05T06:38:00.000-07:00

Poison..it was termed as hip hop...Yo, I was influenced by it and still am loving it...from Bel Biv Devoe, TLC, Bobby Brown, En Vogue, Brownstone,Naughty by Nature..yeah they are the past to the present young entertainers, Rihanna,Ne-yo and a handful of others...fuhhYOOOO

WOOHOOO

2009-07-04T09:11:00.000-07:00

I am in euphoriaaaa....yeahhh.....the Nokia 5800 touchscreen handphone...alhamdulilahhh beb!

Coach

2009-06-24T19:55:00.000-07:00

I am so fortunate that Aisha went to the US to accompany her hubby and managed to purchase the Coach bag that I had ordered.....I am on cloud nine ah...woohoo!errrrr....and I do not know whether my Darling will allow me to get the wallet as well...I do not mind chippin in a bit to get the wallet..hehe

Surrender

2009-06-22T06:39:00.000-07:00

Surrender

A thousand dreams I still believe,
That you are the only one for me,
You are the reason that I survive,
Let that reality for us to see....

-Haze

I will never yield to fear just to be with you.knowing that I surrender my heart to you...

Plans ...One WISH????

2009-06-22T02:56:00.000-07:00

There are numerous tasks I have to plan.....sireh dara done, pulut pahar done....errr.....gubahan choices...still undecided of which to opt.....haizz..pics courtesy from ourmidastouch.

A friend's wedding

2009-06-20T07:23:00.000-07:00

These pics were taken from Man's friend's facebook .I hope he does not mind.The wedding was a blast....an awesome affair which took place last Sunday...congrats Man and Yati....may you be blessed with rahmah and may your mahligai be strong...alhamdulilah

Andai Ku Tahu(If I Only Knew)

2009-06-20T03:26:00.000-07:00

Andai Ku Tahu

Alangkah betapa kelamnya,
Masa lampau dikenang,
Bicara manis tapi pahitnya,
Cinta palsu bak lautan tak tenang...

-Haze

I hate to recall my rather gloomy past....two past relationships which I would choose to erase......two that nearly ended in marriages but not meant to be...how about this one...I do not want to envision yet...let Allah decide what is best for me....insya'Allah

The Captured

2009-06-13T02:58:00.000-07:00

Continuation of the pics at East Coast Park..these two particular pics which I snapped kept me in a trance....such a close bond between the father and his two little daughters..thank goodness my darling emailed to me the pics...terimakasih Darling....your digital camera work wonders eh... :O)

East Coast Park Romps

2009-06-13T02:52:00.000-07:00

The verdicts of the 2 different outings are awesome....I never knew that cooking chicken curry was a little easier than expected....hmmm...

WHY

2009-06-12T07:35:00.000-07:00

Why

Why give in to pride?

As if it brings cool recognition,

The humility simply died?

To the One the true submission...

-Haze

..being envious is not my expertise...daring to be different in a subdued demeanour is my unpretentious ability.....enough said....w'salam

LIKE A STAR

2009-06-06T05:37:00.001-07:00

I could not pen a poem....prolly when it comes, I will.....the lovey dovey bug has bitten me...all I can profess is that, he appeared and altered my life...I love him for who he is....and I learnt ...for the first time, I know the sincere meaning of it....that love at first sight does exist...and he's the prove of that outcome....Darling,please know that I will be faithful to you always and believe me,Haz akan selalu mencintaimu selamanya...LIKE A STAR....a zest in this once dispirited soul

Pressured

2009-06-05T03:13:00.000-07:00

Pressure

This lost soul is ravaged,
Disembodied and acute pressure,
Can peace be salvaged?
or the mind becomes worthless treasure?

-Haze

I am on the brink of being mad as a hatter...in other words.....deranged..cuckoo...crazy....even in the month of June...I am plagued with work....what the FARKKK!!!!I AM IN DRASTIC NEED OF RESTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

Holiday?

2009-06-03T05:16:00.000-07:00

The June holidays are here again.Despite it,there are still numerous tasks to do and to my opinion, I have no rest to begin with....I am deprived of the wanted quiescence.I need to unleash my poems....the only sane act that I pursue....where is the rest that they can give me ehh...haizz..

ActivStudio

2009-05-25T05:23:00.000-07:00

I am making every effort to reconstruct the Maths active studio flipchart and with a mini lesson plan in tow...wahh piang ehh...I am under the weather with 2 days medical leave aite...I still have to ask other Malay teachers to assist me in the SoSIAL Studies interview session for the P4 level ....so many tasks to do..yet scarcely time to complete them...argHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Classic

2009-05-20T06:49:00.000-07:00

Yooo wassup....let us reminisce the uber decade of the 90's with a remix aite.....me out of the house..PEACE YOOOO

Sony walkman

2009-05-17T05:21:00.000-07:00

I've always dreamt of getting an MP3 player and now it is in my grasp...yahoo..I am one contented woman aite...hehehe

Dreams

2009-05-11T05:36:00.000-07:00

Dreams

These dreams have materialised,
A vision coming true,
The eyes are mesmerised,
The heart belonging to you...

-Haze

Handphones....umppph

2009-04-26T05:33:00.000-07:00

I am torn between BB Storm and Nokia 5800...the former is too pricey while the latter is the brand that I usually utilise.....ummppHH

E63

2009-04-26T00:30:00.001-07:00

Should I get this for him?....hmmmm...prolly by tomorrow I will purchase this using the LDS eh...hehehehe...or wait for another 4 months then?...errr...still pondering

Zapin Budi

2009-04-17T07:09:00.000-07:00

Budi(Appreciation)

Apakah maknanya itu budi?
Kalau tak berasas pada adat,
Hilang budaya retaknya lidi,
Lidah terkerat keturunan tak dapat....

-Haze

Exploring my ability at writing poems in Malay....still dabbling and it's a colossal feat I must say!

Certainty?

2009-04-11T03:35:00.001-07:00

Many questions have been running in this cluttered mind of mine......I just want to ascertain because I can vouch that life has not been kind to me....failing twice in past relationships had left me bitter..so savagely full of rancour.I was never conscious of love till we chanced upon each other...yeah, thanks to my mum..she was adamant that I be in marital bliss...sometimes, I never comprehend her intentions...by the way,I had never believed in matchmaking.to me, it was such a backward traditional thingy..such hullabaloo to me..but it left a harsh slap on my face...reality sank in...it bewitched me to him...gosh...whoaa...hence I pray that this time around, the dream that I had visioned all my life will utimately materialise..insya'Allah.....

Surrender

2009-04-10T04:22:00.000-07:00

Surrender

This heart lies asunder,
Beating to love's rhythm,
To each other will surrender,
The future of it to fathom...

-Haze

Randomly water

2009-04-02T05:07:00.000-07:00

Let the pics do the talk aite.

Right Here?

2009-03-14T08:56:00.000-07:00

Right here

Is love right here?

Truly missing it,

Not shedding a tear,

Letting the pieces fit...

-Haze

Life is without colour when he's not around...the absence is felt...I know it's for an interim...well,all I can do is pray for his safe return ehh....hmmmph

Marrina Barrage again

2009-03-13T09:43:00.001-07:00

Pics taken at Marrina Barrage again...I simply lurve the ambience at the fountain...rather tranquil for two aged lovebirds.heh...btw currently,he is on a holiday trip to Thailand....and as for me, the one week school holiday commences...till then, toodles

Alright

2009-03-08T00:31:00.000-08:00

Alright?

Does it seem alright?
When one is so glum?
Dispirited and in fright,
Body going all numb...

-Haze

I am not myself....been on an emotional rollercoaster....been thinking over some nitties gritties and life....life sux rite when the dad rules your life...I gotta make a drastic change on that...and resolve the issues...I am not strong like I used to....weather all the downturns in life...yep, I bottle my insecurities and problems....I should make a change...not for the worse, but for myself..for myself and my darling.

If this isn't love

2009-03-01T03:15:00.001-08:00

LOVE

What is actually love?
All mushy in the heart?
Lifting you up to above?
When did it really start?

-Haze

Questions, questions and more questions. Wondering when it commenced?Is this termed as true?Btw, me and him had a remarkable time at Marina Barrage yet again...will post the pics up later.Till then, adieu.

So in Love

2009-02-22T04:41:00.000-08:00

Infatuated

Being so overly infatuated,
Never taking this for granted,
How to always be devoted?
To the only one enchanted?

-Haze

We have made this far...sometimes it gets me puzzled as to how it had caused me to feel like this....any answers?

Finally

2009-02-15T06:08:00.000-08:00

The Final Future

Finally my destiny is growing,

It may not be the best yet,

Something beautiful is happening,

If that future is meant to be set...

-Haze

Yesterday was an utterly terrific one...ambiguity is the future.......I dare not vision it...rather let Allah accords it....for now, I require my own time to ponder..yes, pondering ALONE.......till then, adieu.

Kerinduan

2009-01-31T07:26:00.000-08:00

Kerinduan

Kau suluhkan api cintaku,

Mampu menyinari kegelapan,

Walau betapa pahit perjalananku,

Hadirnya pasti kerinduan...

-Haze

Despite the continuous struggles of personal dilemmas, that 'kerinduan' to you will ever be present...haizz....and I am in dire need of peace....peace with the Almighty...this is also for the One.

Halaman Cinta(Love's Domain)

2009-01-25T22:03:00.001-08:00

Halaman Cinta

Mentari cahaya meyinari,
Menusuk dalam ke kalbu ini,
Hingga kini baru kusedari,
Agungnya cinta tulus rohani...

-Haze

It's once in a blue moon that I pen my poems in my mothertongue which is Malay...and yet what I pen solely transpires from my sentiments....till then, selamat tinggal(adieu)

The Reservoirs Romp

2009-01-25T18:52:00.001-08:00

Upper Seletar and Upper Pierce breathtaking scenic snapshots on a dull Sunday changes into a marvellous time well spent.

Finally part 2

2009-01-24T07:11:00.000-08:00

Pics for viewing pleasure from the event.

Finally

2009-01-23T19:07:00.000-08:00

Finally

It's finally happening,

The gift of fair love,

Is the mind just dreaming?

A bless from the One Above...

-Haze

I am alive........utterly animated out of that morose state...and today 24/01/2009 marks a significant change...this time around, an absolute transformation which I believe will FINALLY be the one..alhamdulilah..till then..toodles

Complete me

2009-01-18T05:15:00.000-08:00

Complete

Hold that heart in your hands,
It's true that you complete me,
No matter what our love stands,
Until the time together will be..

-Haze

His birthday celebration was a quiet affair with resounding success..the four gifts that I offered him were magnificently done.....and ohhhh boy, he precisely completes me..the blithe is in fact a blessed one....alhamdulilah

The Rain

2009-01-10T20:58:00.000-08:00

Rain

Wishing for the rain,

When will it fall?

Washing away the pain,

Hearing this heart's call.

-Haze

What wrong have these innocent people done to deserve the idiocy of another's arrogance and illegal occupation of one's land?If these people are termed as so called terrorists, then what should those occupiers be called eh..."ruthless diabolics"?...think over it..if someone wants to defend their taken lands, they are called terrorists, then the same term, "ruthless diabolics' should be put upon those senseless occupiers who kill mercilessly on the pretext of 'defending what is my right'...then where is the RIGHT of the people's land that you had occupied then eh?..think over it!

The unexpected

2009-01-08T06:49:00.000-08:00

Excursion to the Bird Park...the verdict...without a doubt...amazing!

Decode

2009-01-03T17:25:00.000-08:00

Decode

Things clouding this mind,
Feeling as if losing sight,
To where can the spirit find,
The looming darkness giving fright...

-Haze

Leaving on an aeroplane

2008-12-26T09:58:00.000-08:00

Leaving on a plane

A glorious place to be,

Many attractions to marvel,

Cultures to learn and see,

When the chance to travel...

-Haze

A brief deliverance from life's pickle........I wish I could be there longer....and travel to places I have never ventured......the mystical pyramids in Egypt, the deserts of Morocco to the picturesque Scottish highlands and the majestic castles on the British moors...thanks to Lonely Planet Travel....if I am not tied down with my father's selfish attitude of luxury...sheeshh.....sometimes I am ashamed that I am stringent with my expenditures, however there are reasons behind it....I wish there is a million dollar windfall for me....I abhor my life occasionally.....and the only sane act for me to do are my poems.....is there any way for me to be liberated from my father's grasp...my younger brother did it.....can I do the same?.......nevertheless, here are the pics to the interim I had in Kota Kinabalu with Eton and her niece.

The Outing 2

2008-12-22T15:56:00.001-08:00

Outing last Sunday to Bukit Chandu, Hort Park and Marina Barrage.Let the pics do the talking.

Nothing but the radio on

2008-12-22T07:05:00.000-08:00

This song ultimately quells the tumult within the quintessence.....the short holiday to Sabah tomorrow will hopefully be the remedy....luggage all settled and the flight from Terminal 2 checked.....God-willing....till then toodles.

Free Yourself

2008-12-22T02:06:00.000-08:00

Free

When will one set free?

Away from all life's troubles,

How the end will be?

Until this feeble mind crumbles...

-Haze

Hatred

2008-12-19T19:08:00.000-08:00

The great detest towards my father's behaviour is getting me nowhere...my mind is in turmoil....why is he doing this to me and what wrong have I done to get into this mess I am trying to be free of?

Monsoon

2008-12-15T02:41:00.000-08:00

Monsoon

Through the monsoon,

The rain pelting hard,

All will be better soon,

Or else will break apart...

-Haze

New layout and the monsoon season makes the scene....dreary but chilly....a respite from the hot weather rite... :OP

Tercipta Untukku

2008-12-10T04:13:00.001-08:00

Tercipta Untukku (You are meant for me)

Sekarang dengan kehadiranmu,

Setiap langkah yang dijalani,

Cinta yang terindah darimu,

Akan tetap di hati ini...

-Haze

Every man or woman has their partner in this life...and finally that wish has been granted..alhamdulilah...however, life's journey is paved with tribulations....and I have wandered through that arduous journey so far....I hope the bitterness won't repeat because it's gonna be an uphill one for me to withstand...

Clarity

2008-12-08T19:18:00.000-08:00

Clarity

Fervently trying to find,
A morsel of that clarity,
Too much in the mind,
Hoping for that sanctity...

-Haze

Have to arrest it before it goes out of control...I hope my iman anchors me to be sufficiently cognizant ......Ya Allah, Ya Rabbiul Alaminnn, give me the strength to weather this....purity and taubah is what I seek from You, please do not deter me from the righteous path.

Never gonna let you go

2008-12-03T23:49:00.000-08:00

True?

Never knew there was love,

Until the day our eyes met,

Those words that were spoken of,

Will always be in the heart set.

-Haze

The Beaches Adventure

2008-12-03T16:49:00.000-08:00

The Beach Adventures

It was an effing fantabulous day albeit the passing showers and intense humidity.....Vivo was a respite after the Sentosa romp and there was love in the air...and it lingers on till now.

The Cathay

2008-11-24T08:40:00.000-08:00

THE CATHAY

Watched "Body of Lies" at The Cathay.....yeah decided to ride the bus instead of his car and with it parked in one of the parking lots in the east,we embarked from Eunos Interchange and all the way to Boon Lay Interchange in one of the bus services that plied through the route ...then took a bus from Boon Lay Interchange to town and ended at Cathay...hmm...we are spending quality time together...and with him familiarising himself with the directions so that it would be a breeze for him to drive through the ever changing Singapore roads...and as for me, I ended snapping some photographs of us at new Cathay.....simply put...I enjoyed every minute of it with him....thank you Allah for answering my prayers..alhamdulilah...IN THIS LIFE!

In this life

2008-11-23T06:44:00.000-08:00

Life
Aroused from a deep slumber,
Freeing oneself from the shelter,
A hollowness now feeling alive,
All the verve fully revive.....

-Haze

The suppressed insecurities and the uncertainties were momentarily relieved......just merely..I feel fully energised....

Sunshine

2008-11-14T17:55:00.000-08:00

Sunshine

Part of the sunshine,
Rays of it illuminating,
When will it be mine?
Until now fervently waiting...

-Haze

Freedom 2

2008-11-10T04:39:00.001-08:00

Continuation of freedom..hehehehe

Freedom

2008-11-10T04:30:00.000-08:00

Freedom at the zoo, Marina

Barrage and Orchard Road belt in a span of two days during a weekend.Sweetness at its best

Time of your life

2008-10-30T04:56:00.000-07:00

Time of life

Experience that time of life,

All under intense scrutiny,

Confronted with its strife,

Devising that final destiny..

-Haze

Discern what has been penned....for those who ponder

The Flyer Chronicles

2008-10-03T07:58:00.001-07:00

The first day of Eid was spent visiting a few houses and eventually went on a romp on the flyer with Eton....a difference for once albeit the disappointing height expectation....and to all fellow muslims out there...Eid Mubarak...the nazam lebaran is still on full blast....adieu..

Is love all around?

2008-09-24T07:57:00.000-07:00

Currently listening to the 90's classic R n B music...simply nostalgic..is love all around?will post up the vid real soon aite...peace out!

Nazam Lebaran

2008-09-21T01:42:00.000-07:00

Quest for Eid(Nazam Lebaran)

The festive season approaches,
Hearing of takbir follows,
The melody of it touches,
Burying all the past sorrows..

-Haze

Eid Mubarak to all muslim brothers and sisters.May Allah bestow upon us serenity and dissolve all our insecurities......AMINNN....adieu....

Just Stand Up

2008-09-13T05:59:00.001-07:00

Stand Up

There you alone stand tall,
Facing life's tribulations,
Withstanding through it all,
Making all those considerations...

-Haze

Stand tall.......just stand tall....