I am finally free from the binds of my father....alhamdulillah...the car....and eventually the house....but my father, being influenced or of his own mind....demanded more than what he had been offered...yes darn free money haulers who only want to reap wordly wealth for their own benefit...I do not give a rat's arse to his aimless demands aite...if you want me to be effing horrid and spiteful...which I do not prefer to be for heaven's sake....STOP your daft claims aite dear dear abah....sheesh...



I am weary and still at work, in the midst of preparing for Semester 2's Math SOW and scanning through the worksheets.......can I just have a nap?....arghhh..and right now I am in Trimester 2...yes I am pregnant for the second time...nearing 14 weeks....and my first son is now learning to walk at an incredile 8 months...I am looking forward to the short holiday to Malaysia in about a week's time...alhamdulillah...


As I browsed through the earlier posts....I was quite apalled at how events have alternated....from me being a naive and incoherent(simply said tongue tied) with a nooze on the nose led by my tyrannical and merciless father...to a terrific family life of my darling husband and adorable baby son....and not forgetting the kudos to my mother-in-law and my utterly awesome sister-in-law for their immense assistance in looking after my son....thank you, Allah s.w.t....the realisation has given an impact to my life.


It has been quite an interim...my healthy baby son was born on 29 September via normal delivery...it was quite an agonising labour of nearly 8 hours, but it was worth it...now my son is 6 weeks old..that equates to an approximate 1 and a half months old...bathing, changing his diapers and breastfeeding him are wonderful experiences that I am encountering..the tasks enervates me...however, he puts a smile on my face....the one man and a baby boy absolutely energises me and I love them both....alhamdulillah to Allah's bounty...till another update then..au revoir


Chronic backaches and intense cramps are visiting me right at the moment as I try to clear admin stuff in school before going on maternity leave....are they signs or just false alarms?...hmm...let's wait and see...



I am nearing 34 weeks..a few weeks more before the BIG appearance of my son...Hubby and I have finally decided on his name which begins with the letter "H"...just like my name..and ends with "M"..just like his ayah....I am really anticipating his arrival...all the things are mostly prepared....


I am heavier and heavier week by week.. The baby is undergoing exponential growth..what will I will be like as a mother?will I be able to tend to his every need?yes, I am worried..and I'll learn, won't I?


I am under the weather.. Bad cough and runny nose. The lil one is doing fine and getting more active now. During the ultrasound scan, the lil one proudly revealed his precious birdie to Dr Heng.. Cheeky lil ummi's boy eh.. Therefore with the gender confirmed, I can buy my little boy his clothes..most of which will be in blue.Now ummi will read for u the Eric Carle's books that ummi have bought for you ok, baby.