Friday, May 05, 2006cuppycake blogged at:5:19 PM

Taxing

Difficult

Pressure is bombarding,
Hitting viciously hard,
I am really falling,
THE END is pulling me apart....

-Haze


Life has been taxing enough for me this week......I guess I am not an apt educator....it has taken its toll on me....it's a snag that I will face the 'music' from the HODs.....and parents....I do question my capability albeit the strict composition markings from certain people....should I voice out?....I felt that it was an unfair marking of both classes on their part......I feel really 'low' and perplexed now....up to the juncture of hysteria.....and with the exacting dilemma I am facing with my mother....damn IT!What should I do?Senseless thoughts of ending it runs through my mind.........I am at a loss..