Thursday, October 19, 2006cuppycake blogged at:1:31 AM

A scare

Precious

What is there so precious?
Living a life that I lead,
Will the life be gracious?
Showering mercy at my feet...

-Haze

Had a scare....my late first aunt died from it....my late grandmother died from it...it's hereditary..was coerced by Abah to take immediate action,thus had to miss the last day of PSLE marking..went to the family physician with a dread going constantly on my mind....will this be my last Hari Raya with my loved ones....will I be able to taste marriage and motherhood?....will my past sins be forgiven?....I dragged my feet to the doctor's room...and when the cold hands of Dr Koh touched the left mound with the hideous lump on it.....she nonchalantly said," No worries.It's just a huge pimple.Nothing serious.It's not breast cancer." I heaved a sigh of relief when she mentioned that....phewwww.......alhamdulilah....Allah had given me another opportunity to repent......Thank You Ya Rabbi!