It just takes unceasing and insensitive queries from a younger sibling to further ruin a busy day...damn!.....why is it that younger siblings have no "Respect" for their elder siblings....it really irks me when asked to do things continuously..I am not your goddamn maid to do biddings!...just say once is sufficient....sheeshh...as if they can shout at us whenever they feel like it....what goes around comes around..Allah is benevolent ...someday his children will be just like him, shouting back at the him..I don't wish for it but I know Allah has retributions for his servants...at least my students have the values I had imparted...thank goodness for that respect.




Break

Hear the wind whispering,
Watch the waves splashing,
All are wonderful remembering,
Time spent with family truly smashing.

-Haze

A simple yet hectic Saturday...it began with Mendaki class, teaching those wonderful P6 Malay kids....membalas bakti per say to the community...then went to tutor a relative of mine...phew...OH and I met at Bedok interchange to head to my Abah's place for dinner...Lo and behold...in the car, the six of us went to Changi village to relish the ayam penyet...never even heard or known of it...yet it was tantalizing for me tastebuds...makan tambah seyy...heh....n then we head to Changi Beach to oogle at the planes flying by and for dessert makan apek punya ice-cream...Magnolia cup with ripple, durian for OH and Mocha flavour for Abah and his family...I lurve my Abah very much otey...without him, I would not be who I am today...Abah still dotes on me :O).....he imparted great values to my younger bro and I...I appreciate u, Abah...thank you....haizzz.....anyways,adored the scenery of Pulau Ubin from afar....wish whether I have the opportunity again to cycle in the jungle treks in Ubin like I used to with my ex-colleagues many years ago..what great adventure that was....hmm...


I am in grief....and overwhelmed by work....my study leave was not approved...what is the last resort that I can take?....why do other females in blogs which I will not mention have such comfortable lives such as handsome boyfriends, loving families(complete) , angelic features and capable of doing their jobs?I know that it is wrong to compare but at times I question myself and seek answers from Allah s.w.t....are all these obstacles put as trials to amend my past mistakes?Yes, I have a tuition assignment and Mendaki class...yes, I work full time, yes I do have a house and a car under my name although I do not drive...yes, I am getting married..and yes, my dad and his family live in the house under my name..and yes, I am working my ass off for my studies...nobody knows...why do I reveal.....cos I feel the need to..........well then, I better be off to mark those Compo papers and complete that blardy CCL403 assignment...life is like a box of chocolates and when it is exposed to the sun, all melts....kepish?


I've completed an assignment on reflection(Social Studies Investigative fieldwork).There are piles of marking to be done and another Social Studies lesson package assignment to get over with. OH is in JB, visiting his friend. Work to me is an ordeal, however I have to earn to eke a living.Juggling work and this degree thingy is not an easy feat to grapple with. Gee whizzz... I wish I can behest a genie to do all the drudgery.....by the way, I'm waiting for "Gubra" by Yasminthestoryteller and the modern remake "Taming of the Shrew" by Shakespeare to commence on the telly......the latter starting half an hour later than the former...sheeshh



Lau Pa Sat

A rendezvous at Lau Pa Sat,
Sting ray and lots of satay to eat,
Stall number 7 where it's at,
But the the dishes making me fret!

-Haze

I cannot shush meself up...the satay was uber bland...next time I will not succumb to those notorious men from the stalls trying to tout OH and me to their baits...damnnn...bahhhhhhh.......hmm...we will choose wisely next time.... Extra VIGILANT!


Disgruntlement prehends me like a cannonball.....anticipating the long weekend...aaahhhh...


Way

Whispers in the ear,
they are leading the way,
Walking without any fear,
The gates beyond therein lay..

-Haze

Pertinacious, that's just the way it is.....can it lead to a final equanimity?.....let us see..