Sunday, November 29, 2009cuppycake blogged at:1:11 AM

WHY???

I am on a hectic schedule now...clearing the clutter kept for the past 6 years in my bedroom...never did my room produced 4 bags of old paraphernalia...wow!...and the thoughts of my Abah kept coursing through my mind...I need to be thrilled looking forward to my big day....what more sacrifices do I need to deliver?..I sincerely love you, Abah...doesn't my future matter to you, Abah? Allah is the only One who knows the real truth...how it hurts me to see you, Abah, treating me coldly just because of a senseless incident which is a major farking flaw to the other family....how long must I delay my own future which I am trying to achieve.....is it so wrong for me to possess that happiness?

WHY
Abah, you have to tell me why?
That you see me very bad,
All the time making me cry?
Hurtful words that shouldn't be said...

-Haze

If only you can see this post, if only.....or are you viciously blinded by 'them'..how many mistakes that your wife and other children do, you will be siding with them...and no matter how righteous adik and I are this time, will always be a BIG error to you......why are you so bitter, Abah?...WHY???????